[Verse 1]
Well, the days here have no shape now
and the pavement is a patchwork
like my drawer full of clothes I stole
from people that I've loved
And the air is warm and heavy
sitting there, right on the windowsill
I can’t find peace in darkness
so I start to think of you
[Refrain 1]
And how you are
and my thoughts dance round in circles
how you are
and my stomach’s shooting missiles
how you are
I wonder but I haven’t said a thing so far
[Verse 2]
Well, my hands are tired and bloody
from the time I’ve had to kill
now you’re busy being someone
that I’d like to be more like
In the end you’re just a version of me
I need to outgrow
so I repot my small plant
and I make space for my own thoughts
[Refrain 2]
Like how you are
gracefully taking your distance
how you are
never calling me to listen
how you are
I miss you but I haven’t said a thing so far
[Instrumental]
[Verse 3]
If you look the sun in the eye
everything else turns pale blue
so I try to be more careful
and I know you’re trying too
Well, I’m sorry that I’ve tainted your days
with such heavy hues
and I hope this is the last song
you don’t know I wrote for you
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